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I Once Was, I No Longer Am

by Bonebreaker

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1.
Eleventh month of the year Eleventh day of the month Those closest to me only brought me fear I'm the child that momma didn't want.
2.
Approached in the darkness Where I can't see your face But I know who you are That heavy smell of alcohol in your breath Another sign that you won't hear my replies And that this isn't a nightmare It's the horrible picture Of a nine years old little girl's Fucked up real life Well isn't life grand?.
3.
My skin is corrupted With the traces that your fingertips left Invisible lines that scarred me As if made with a blade The slime of your tongue Through my cavities The traces of teeth That the bite of your mouth left me Now let me, please let me go back to sleep.
4.
Black with brown spots Cover his body White sharp fangs smile When he is around me After the beatings I'd sit outside in a rock Receiving the warmness From the rays of the sun He would sit in front of me Quietly staring, trying to understand I know he did, we where fed by the same hand No need to pretend, I preferred dogs to humans In my backyard, in a black bag Brown dirt is over his body My only real friend is dead.
5.
On ocassions I would fall And give somebody my all Gave relationships a try Only to be taken advantage and left behind Did I call you my partner? Did I call you my friend? Yeah, you were important to me But hear this, you won't go far With the moves you made Two wrongs will never make a right Couple failure Thumbs down, that's all you'll ever get Thumbs down, you'll pay for your mistakes Thumbs down, that's all you'll ever get Middle finger up, you fucking chump.
6.
Alright now, won't you listen? I've been around Since an early age from the sky into the ground I pleased every man in this nothing-to do town They're yet to find out that it's all part of the plan Intercourse became an animal instinct No love there just pleasing the needs Take your arm from around me I won't say please or thank you let alone sorry Fucking and killing both feel the same to me It's all the same to me.
7.
Are you calling me a monster? What is there out of the ordinary Of taking your life and peeling of your skin? It's just that I prey on beings with social skills.
8.
Painbringer 01:22
Stop looking for a way out There isn't one, there never was From the first time that we talked Started the countdown of you getting fucked You should've payed attention To everything you heard The stories where true: We live in a big cruel world They say there's a thin line between love and hate Well I believe we should try it today Let's play a little game, where pleasure turns into pain ... So let the pain begin It's always like this Pretty faces and fake smiles Trap us and lock us In unknown abyss
9.
Big pink lips That won't ever speak That won't ever kiss again Goodbye my miserable friend Big pink lips That now red are covered Freshly painted by the blood That my tools discovered I'm free of any sin So I'm casting all the stones And after pulling all your teeth I'm breaking every fucking bone Now it doesn't seem such a good idea to scream, huh? One by one all your teeth fall down Two by two I fucking despise you.
10.
I want out! I want out, I want out, I want out! This time I'm sure I'm ready to go I don't wish to be in this place, no fucking more The venom of a snake The tightness of a rope Tried believing in blind faith Then convinced there is no hope No Aokigahara Forest or Golden Gate Bridge Can compare to the life ending places That I've been in my head
11.
Under the bridge Where she could hide from the sun Wetting her feet Analyzing what she's done After hiding for so long What she knew best was to run So that's what she did Run to the forest or bridge Run, run, run. Black sea of trees Black leafs of water The damage was so deep But her eyes still had some glow Pen & paper in hand Desperately she wrote: I once was an object Abused every inch of my skin I once was a victim Until I took my revenge I once was, I no longer am I no longer am No longer am.

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Christopher Ríos - Vocals
Arturo León - Guitar
Sergio Picos - Drums
David Alvarado - Bass
José Manríquez - Guitar

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released October 26, 2012

Recorded and mixed by Arturo León at Signature Sound Studios and Shady Elm Studios in September 2012. San Diego, CA.
Mastered by Alan Douches at West West Side Music.
Music and lyrics by Bonebreaker.
Artwork by Sergio Picos.
Manufactured and distributed by Negligent Records and Knowledge Records.

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